Mood Swings !

Its almost been a couple of months and I havent blogged ... Doesnt mean I didnt think of it ... I thought of it - at least a hundred times ... but didnt actually blog ! Not sure why ... There was some drama in between (which some of you are aware of) which kept me and my blogs away from the world for a short period of time but then even after that I never got back to blogging ... Frankly I dont know why ... And believe me it feels so weird to blog about why you are not blogging these days !!

I havent yet figured out the reason ... maybe I am waiting for something ... something like that ... Its that push from within thats missing ... maybe I am too engrossed in other things ... but if you really like something and want to do it, you always can find time for it ... so I guess, its not a good reason ... In fact, no reason is a good reason ... I myself dont know ...

Its not just blogging - its with many other things as well ... there are thousands of people I am supposed to return calls of , there are bills I am supposed to take care of and there are monthly expenses to be written down and so on .... but nothing of that has got a spot in my daily routine .. Its weird .. I just keep postponing it and postposning it ... forever ! I watch movies, play cricket, tennis and do other things but overall life has become monotonous and dull ... I think I need a break ... I need to get away and go to India .. but when I tell this to anyone, they are like, didnt you just go to India in Jan ? but my question is - cant one need couple of breaks in a year ? But then again I dont know if thats the real reason ... Anyway this blog is a serious attempt to get the wheel moving and start blogging again ... lets see how far I go with it this time ...

But hey, I do manage to sing and record songs these days ... and I am updating the blog playlist on top ... so till the time I get back to blogging full time, please have a listen and dont forget to leave a comment on any of the posts ...